My Fault

I want you to be my lover
I want you to be my friend
I want you to make me feel
Like my life would never end.

Now I'm forced to sit here
Body crying for my soul
Wishing you could see me
While I lay here on the floor.

It's all my fault
You see
Everything that happens
Your sour days are all my fault
But you'll never see my need.

I cry out almost
Every day
That is plain to see

I wish that you would understand
How hard I try
JUST to be me..

You tell me I don't talk
But are you sure that you will listen?
I cause pain every time I voice aloud
A completely true opinion.

So why bother?
After all,
It's my fault anyway..

I wanted to carve it
In my skin
"My Fault" so you could see
That everyone in the world
Would truly let me be.

I feel like I can't voice myself
I feel like I'm just dirt
I feel like every time I try
Someone will get hurt.

I don't want to feel like this
The shit I feel inside
Most every day I'm crying now
Why should I even try.

Try to talk to you seriously
When all you show is anger
Indeed it is my fault you know,
But that doesn't make it better..

It's my fault for everything
When you're nothing but upset.

So I carve those words
Into my skin
So the world cannot forget

It is my fault for everything
When you're nothing but upset...