you told me so

Barely alive,
Gasping for air,
Clinging to your arm,
To be sure that you're there.

You said this would happen,
You begged me so,
I screamed in your face,
And asked you to go.

You took all my blades,
Or so you thought,
There was something hidden,
Something you forgot.

You missed,
A single knife,
With it I tryed,
To take my life.

In the ambulance now,
You're singing to me,
My visions going fuzzy,
I cannot see.

For a moment my vision returns,
In your eye there is a tear,
I look in your eyes and say,
Better me than you my dear.

My body goes limp,
My world goes black,
I am gone,
I won't be back.

I don't want this,
To be how you remember me,
I hope you recall,
The way things used to be.

I want you to know,
That I love you,
And wherever I am now,
I miss you too.