hearts

 
Lucy in the sky of diamonds I'm losing myself
you're the one I burned for
you don't wish to see me because it would hurt
but I'm dying without you

my heart is scattered on the winds
and I will never fully be me again
I've gathered around you the best pieces of me

I don't weep for popularity
I cry because you are an important man
I scream internally because you were ripped from my soul

I will never fit perfectly anywhere I am your daughter
the enforcers sympathize but the don't get me
I don't want for anything but your love
your compassion is so beautiful to me
and I've missed your humor
and even our worst days I count as an adventure

the beings here are reflections of you
but I was kept separate from them for so long they don't realte to me
and the void you left when you went is growing larger
and like Alice in wonderland I fall further down the rabbits hole
I love you my Angel