Double Down

Why do i even bother?  
I ask that every day  
Why do I even bother?  
There's nothing I can say    
   
I don't have any reasons  
Every day's the same  
I don't have any reasons  
My life is fucking lame    
   
I always feel so lost  
No purpose and no hope  
I always feel so lost  
Don't know how I even cope    
   
Just keep pushing forward  
Im always stuck in place  
Just keep pushing forward  
I need something to enbrace    
   
Trapped inside this cycle  
The days play on repeat  
Trapped inside this cycle  
Living a life that's incomplete    
   
Emptiness consumes me  
I wish for my demise  
Emptiness consumes me  
Each day more of me dies    
   
I want to let it go  
Everything's mundane  
I want to let it go  
Put a bullet in my brain    
   
It doesn't even matter  
The world would just move on  
It doesn't even matter  
Don't look for me, I'm gone    
   
Somewhere in the ether  
A soul can finally rest  
Somewhere in the ether  
My ending acquiesced