Double Down

Why do i even bother?    
I ask that every day    
Why do I even bother?    
There's nothing I can say    
   
I don't have any reasons    
Every day's the same    
I don't have any reasons    
My life is fucking lame    
   
I always feel so lost    
No purpose and no hope    
I always feel so lost    
Don't know how I even cope    
   
Just keep pushing forward    
Im always stuck in place    
Just keep pushing forward    
I need something to embrace    
   
Trapped inside this cycle    
The days play on repeat    
Trapped inside this cycle    
Living a life that's incomplete    
   
Emptiness consumes me    
I wish for my demise    
Emptiness consumes me    
Each day more of me dies    
   
I want to let it go    
Everything's mundane    
I want to let it go    
Put a bullet in my brain    
   
It doesn't even matter    
The world would just move on    
It doesn't even matter    
Don't look for me, I'm gone    
   
Somewhere in the ether    
A soul can finally rest    
Somewhere in the ether    
My ending acquiesced