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I don't give a fuck
I cant possibly count how many times I've said those words
There was a time when I meant it
Can't remember the last time that was
If anyone would give a fuck its me
All I do is give a fuck
About everyone
Except me
Thats the only time when I mean it
The only time when it's not a lie
The weight of everyone else hangs on me
Like sandbags strapped to every part of my body
Their sadness, their stress
It becomes mine
It becomes my responsibility
I want to fix it
Make it better
If I can't, I beat myself up
I get frustrated with myself
I feel like I'm not being a good person
I feel like if I'm not part of the solution then I'm part of the problem
I know what its like to suffer alone
I know how it feels to have nobody that cares
I cant stand the idea of someone feeling like that
No one ever deserves to feel that
I say that I don't give a fuck
But if anyone would give it
I'm the one
I cant possibly count how many times I've said those words
There was a time when I meant it
Can't remember the last time that was
If anyone would give a fuck its me
All I do is give a fuck
About everyone
Except me
Thats the only time when I mean it
The only time when it's not a lie
The weight of everyone else hangs on me
Like sandbags strapped to every part of my body
Their sadness, their stress
It becomes mine
It becomes my responsibility
I want to fix it
Make it better
If I can't, I beat myself up
I get frustrated with myself
I feel like I'm not being a good person
I feel like if I'm not part of the solution then I'm part of the problem
I know what its like to suffer alone
I know how it feels to have nobody that cares
I cant stand the idea of someone feeling like that
No one ever deserves to feel that
I say that I don't give a fuck
But if anyone would give it
I'm the one
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