Regretfully in love

I don't ever want to love you like this ever again
It was so beautiful and pure
But yet it was so easily broken overnight

If I could love again
I wish to never fall that hard again
Nothing is worse
Than picking up the pieces
While trying to heal
Through the pain
While still in love with you

Those memories we shared
now a painful reminder
I wasn't enough
I didn't do enough

I'm just a living ghost
Going through life
Without my heart