The Heart Attack

God placed judgement on me just now  
I walked down the cloud formed steps  
The chaotic wind starts to howl  
Magnifying my thoughts so complex  
My life flashed from end to beginning  
As haunting memories circle around  
Feeling this weight lift as I descend  
Slowly as I'm coming back down  
Engulfing flames soothe as they warm  
And the crackling gets much louder  
Evaporating silence I approach the storm  
Surrounded by this white ashy powder  
Release my stress and just relax  
And enjoy a peaceful quiet night  
Reflecting on my time elapsed  
This fire burning nice and bright  
I throw some logs on the fire pit  
To warm the chilly nighttime air  
Next to it I unwind while I sit  
Into the blackened night I stare  
At the swirling smoke I flashback  
To the sounds the night animals sing  
Then I feel this painful heart attack  
My chest I grab and start clinching  
Now filled with so much unrest  
The smoke starts to form a path  
Steps to follow on this new quest  
Meeting my maker I face God's wrath