Goodnights Are Better Than Goodbyes

I lay here silently
In the soft dark and
Dreamless night..
I swear I feel you in my thoughts
And I don't sleep..
I can't sleep.. I don't know
Where to go in all this confusion,
But all paths lead straight to you.
Slowly I found myself hanging to every word
We have shared from a summer ago,
Like reading the last chapter slowly,
Just trying to postpone the end..
Do you honestly think of me
Like how I think of you?
Do tears come to your eyes
When you look back on everything
We've ever said? Or
Do you look back on the
Things we said, and the summer
Nights we stayed up
Talking all night?
Goodbye can be said no more,
We will say goodnight...
Goodbyes are painful,
Goodnights are simple,
Because it means we will
Be together soon..
So goodnight my dear,
But I won't sleep..