Confusion

Treat me softly,
Treat me nice,
Brush me off,
Heart of ice,
Pretend you care,
Pretend you don't,
Say you miss me,
I know you won't.
Those blue eyes,
That search my soul,
Can leave me empty,
Make me whole.
That body moves,
I watch, with intent,
The nearest wall
Gains a dent.
I lose my temper,
Lose my mind,
My sanity's gone,
I can't find.
Dry my tears,
Twist your knife,
Never been so confused,
My whole life.
Insignificant, important,
Nothing and all.
In one night,
You sent me up, then watched me fall.