Out with the old

I’ve shed tears for over 5 years
Whether it be about someone that passed
Or the ones that have hurt me
The fears I’ve felt
Doubt that I’ve carried
I’m left now with inspiration
A new fear has arose
But not the kind meant to harm me, oh no
It’s the kind that gets me going
The one that reminds you everything is okay or that it will be
For me, it’s the sun I see everyday and the hope of one day
I’ll turn gray
Gray from years I’ve played, laughed
I’m so thankful for the joys I’ve experienced
My insecurities have disappeared
I am new, with a fear of not living life to the fullest
As I write, I will enjoy life