If I was

If I was  
 
How I wish I was a dominant instead of a broken man who writes in rhyme, I would love to have a submissive to inspire me and be the muse I write about all the time  
 
A girl to chat to everyday a beautiful lady to call my own, one to share dreams and fantasies with through messages on the phone  
 
One who would send me naughty messages or a picture of them in sexy lingerie, one to have textual intercourse with one who I can laugh, talk and play  
 
Someone I could be there for to guide them through their day, I want to be so supportive and be there for them whatever comes our way  
 
I understand being broken they would need to find someone else for play, that is something I'd understand it would be done in a sharing kind of way  
 
A submissive I can say good morning too, someone I can check on make sure that they're alright, one i could be sending sweet dreams and kisses to at the end of every night  
 
Does this lady truly exist or am I destined to always be alone, feeling like somethings missing from my life and writing wishes on my phone  
 
Ron