Stars Aligned

Colours once black and gray
Truths hidden underneath scribbled vices
These are the vivid paintings on my walls
Im passing lives on a daily , maybe I'm losing faith
Maybe it's all in my head that I have to regulate  
Hope is much of a burden to fathom
I've had enough on my plate
Enough tears to wet up July
Enough to run a number on every woman that crossed him.
I'm ignited by words
Appeased by your sentiment so gentle
It's the mystique that charms
Ever so evident to see
You write hearts , I write with conviction
The stars align , consistent
May the odds be against them that oppose
The null voice that was once alone