Missed

I wake up daily and your the first person on my brain.
The day you died i secretly went short term insane.
You were always there for me even if I was wrong.
Even when I wasn't right you helped put my thoughts where they belonged.
You never gave up on me and I'm sure that was hard to do.
You kept me safe mentally and spiritually.
You always held my down in reality.
You were my best friend and closest family.
When you passed away for a while I embraced insanity.
I owe you so much for who I am today.
Thats a debt for that some god wouldn't let me repay.
Your always in my thoughts, my dreams and my future.
You were always and will remain to be my superstructure.