Invisibility And Madness Of Unrequitted Love

in the world  
of fallen leafs
trying to lose  
the madness of love  
alone with my  
heart's fragility  
 
often touched
with infatuation
living in a cursed
existence of unrequitted love
feeling constantly  
invisible  
 
love is simply  
not mine to have
an elusive butrerfly
that's seen never caught
i live with dreams
that often lay in darkness