I Never Thought

I never ever thought  
You would love someone  
Like me
 
I never even imagined  
I’d have feelings for anyone  
Like thee
 
Such things never happen
To a normal guy like me
You see
 
Love is very much an illusion  
A fairytale we wish we want  
To be
 
In a place we dream that
It is our savior and will set  
Us free
 
We are trapped in a world
Everyone on this Earth calls
Reality
 
I tried to escape that once
No matter how much I tried
To flee
 
I could not I could not
Reach the horizon of my
Actuality  
 
Now I hide behind words
I built of lies and a sense of
Serendipity  
 
I tried to build an illusion of
hope draped in a cover of
Sensuality  
 
When all I fear is to be alone
No one to talk to when I am in
My jubilee
 
One day I will wake up to find  
I’m not the man I thought I was
A Nobody  
 
When that day comes I hope
You would have left my world
Indefinitely  
 
When that day comes my heart  
Would be in shatters or in a state of
Insanity