I'm so sorry, love Elliott

I held you in my arms so dear
Low lights with silhouette highlights  
My hand in yours, so cold my dear
Friction sizzles and sparks a sharp bite
 
Whirlwind romance of novel proportions  
I was your savior from destitution  
Or maybe that's just what I thought  
A grandeur of epic delusions  
 
Now here we are in this confusing game
No limits, no laws, no rules or just cause
The angry words and empty promises  
Gave us both room for pause
 
I questioned myself if this was real
You stood up from our fight  
Cold and disconnected  
Subtly reaching for the kitchen knife
 
I must be dreaming, you can't be leaving  
We just need rest, is this some kinda test
Slow moving over, you caressed my arm
No fight, you plunged deep in my chest
 
Gone to shower, my beautiful flower
I scribbled a note of apology
Toxic relationship turned dower
Think of something sweet for my eulogy  
 
I'm so sorry
Love, Elliott