Lone Guitarist

I have played this melody, thousands of times

But, I will play it once more

This time will be my very last, though

I want it to be a most joyous performance...

With my amp maxed out

I begin...

"Take this life my dearest friend

Let this suffering come to an end

I cannot stand this utter silence

I want my death to be very violent...

I do not deserve death in sleep

Or straving myself, without a morsel to eat

Stab me till I lose my head

I want the floor to be crimson red

Let me burn in this eternal hell

I want to hear myself cry and yell

Break my bones and rip my skin

Aren't you happy, you finally win"

I put down the guitar

And fall to the ground

With knife in hand

I dare not make a single sound

Right into the heart

Where the suffering had begun

I really thought you were the one...