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The Torture
the pain is truly
excruciating the
cramp hard to
carry, i do it
myself, take
30+ laxatives
Hurt myself
to get rid of
the crap i ate
for some days
insane to think
i'm so tender to
others and yet
Harm myself
fucked up that
i'm a bit skinny
& want to lose
as many kilos
as is humanely
possible, to take
up little to no space
excruciating the
cramp hard to
carry, i do it
myself, take
30+ laxatives
Hurt myself
to get rid of
the crap i ate
for some days
insane to think
i'm so tender to
others and yet
Harm myself
fucked up that
i'm a bit skinny
& want to lose
as many kilos
as is humanely
possible, to take
up little to no space
Published 28th Apr 2024
Author's Note
ED's are all about control.
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28th Apr 2024 2:08pm
If I'm ever brave enough to post my own poem about ED & control it will only be because you gave me the inspiration to do so. You have such a strong & inspiring spirit. It's that last line that brought the hammer down square on the nail for me. How small can we shrink ourselves to not feel like an intrusion into a world that doesn't fit us? Amazingly impactful piece, sis 💖
29th Apr 2024 5:14am
That's such an amazing thing to say and I'm sure one day you feel comfortable enough to post it. "into a world that doesn't fit us" > so true, that might be one of the reasons behind an ED. Thanks heaps for your visit and your beautiful comment, dear sister 💖
28th Apr 2024 2:27pm
29th Apr 2024 5:16am
You're welcome dear poetess. Thanks heaps for your comment & the reading list 💕
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