Endless Battles

that endless  
knife edge  
clear sharp line  
unsteady  
baggage makes  
it a more  
difficult gamble
survival guide  
unreadable
challenging  
consequences
 
an unescapable  
fact remsains  
here in the  
darkness i exist
equilibrium never  
achieved
such battles  
fought over years  
feeling guilt  
for still being alive
my execution  
greatly exaggerated  
 
head just  
above water  
sharks circling  
smelling blood
trusting nature  
not to bite  
eventually leaving  
me alone