I never left

I never left  
To return
Laced  
by your morning mist
I confess
I keep your picture  
in a frame
To touch  
To hold
before my evening rest
I weep  
in the shade of the day
I climax
on the Xanadu railroad
Longing for our love chase
Be gentle
Rescue me  
From my death
Send me a note
In a bottle of coke
You can never know  
How you used  
To make me come
Before the leaving
Before my death
As a poet