You knew already

you already knew about my jealousy
and the hatred I had for those who
put themselves at your feet

the contempt I dedicated
to anyone who might be bold
and swim in your eyes

you already knew that I was capable
to tear up all the photographs
of the House

for after mixing the pieces
be able to sit
and build puzzles
of emotions

unnecessary
compulsory
inadmissible

take a shower absentmindedly
wash well behind the ears
behind the knees
run my fingers full
of soap in the folds
behind the balls...