whores and pitty fucks for fux sake

my Father in terror you revealed yourself...angry  
desiring a human's love I took was offered to me  
and it wasn't much for my part of the unfair exchange  
he pities himself for his problems  
and tells women it's my fault he is as such  
 
I believe the same about his ex he is a good gaslighter  
he wants revenge but I have to wonder for what?  
for taking my hand-ups year in and out for loving and supporting him  
when his mom just wanted to cast him aside  
or for adopting his problems as my own?  
 
I am guilty for ignoring the ones closest to me  
because I heard his panicked cry all those years ago  
taking him in and paying his bills putting my life on hold  
broken and in my defense Father there is no justice in the world  
you said my children would not be returned to me whole  
I fought the good fight all the way to the top  
the truth was swept under the rug  
 
Father I want no revenge I simply desire a place where I can mend  
his whore will find he doesn't like to satisfy... not really  
once he spies someone new you'll be called crazy like me  
 
but your qualities he'll keep close  
as another heart on his belt  
but hey I've seen it before with you it's the real deal right?  
but did you rinse after you took someone else's dick last night  
one, two, three and all the strangers that come for you at night  
funny how a girl with no money claims she pays her way  
 
I've seen you in the faces of the others  
did he tell you how he acted in front my fifteen year old daughter  
you're special all right as you plot but will you still want him  
 
when you can't turn him on?  
or will you like all whores cling onto his jock?  
 
holding out for more pawns for you to control  
hey men pay top dollar to get ripped off  
you should know your a dirty meth whore