In Disbelief

You must live in straight denial. As you stand there with a smile. You don't care about me, that's clear to see. So why do you refuse to let me be. I will never be what you want or need. No matter how much I bend or weave. I cannot believe what you have put me through. The whole time, knowing the pain you would ensue. You planned all this from day one. There was not a dammed thing I could have done. I am so tired of being under your control. I think hurting me is your only real goal. Go find someone or something else to take up your time. I no longer wish to call you mine!