Losing track of time

I’m losing track of time
I’m losing track of myself
The walls are caving in
The ceilings starting to crumble

I’m trying to keep afloat
Ain’t got a boat
One step forward
Ten steps back

Which way is up
What way is down
Where am I going
Who am I meant to be

Is it all a chance of luck
Is life just one big gamble
Or is there a plan
Is this how it’s meant to be