WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

Here I sit in my recliner with my silence of my thoughts, 🤔 for it is in these moments of lost time. WHEN I go back in time and I remember, what my grandfather use to say to me. For you will have to be your most strongest to learn, more about the establishment of life. That being trapped in a dark place for when it rains it pours, and it seems almost in possible to get out of the rain ☔☔🤨. For sometimes you just feel like giving up and you ask thyself what is the point, for it feels like the world is against you ever step you take in life. For I know I just have to be stronger than the world as I am to survive in this doggie dog world 🌍 For there have been many times I just wanted to give up, for I'm tried 😞 of the madness and insanity of just trying to stay alive in this 🌍 BECAUSE of the rapped chaos and drama and the sickness of my disease with cancer, but I will not believe that it's over for me even when it rains it pours ☔🤨 I gotta keep on pushing and keep my eyes 👁️ on the priority of why I am still here for my WIFE AND FAMILY, for I believe it's not over when you lose for it's over when you QUITE🤨 only those who know what it means and feels like when it RAINS, KNOW THAT MANIPULATION OF MANIFESTING 🤔👏