MY HEART

 
Every breath i take
Comes with a wheezing sound,
Not that am sick
But there is a hole inside my heart
Making me weak.
I introduced myself to this better place, World Not knowing i was a fish and the air was so toxic I popped my head out to be recognized
And am grateful,
I got what i wanted; unconditional love that didn't last,
 A laugh so tiny, tears,
 insomnia and a hole inside my heart.
I still recall the best part was me meeting her
And
 My favourite day?
Was the day she said i resemble someone she once loved. How i felt happy knowing that if she did
That means she could love me too,
Well the heavenly above is not John
She loved me and thanks,
Till now i fail to believe she did,
Falling in love with her
Made me realise i was a human too.
Different love stories, same ending
Now when i hear the word "love"
My forehead responds with rough lines
That denotes the thick skin love has given me
I never had a wink of sleep.
 I tossed and turned for days
Now i won't love or hate for things I've been through
 But will blame myself for telling the world,
"She is all mine!" I was greedy.