Uncomplicated

As I lie here awake  
Your whispers haunt the thickened air  
This loneliness I cannot take  
I feel your breath like you were there  
 
All the time we've been as one  
Like our world would never end  
Before I knew it you were gone  
What was real were we pretend  
 
All your laughter and those tears  
Cherished forever in my heart  
When I reflect over the years  
Losing you was the hardest part  
 
It's so hard to explain what I feel  
And that you were a part of me  
So when losing you became so real  
I was blind and couldn't see  
 
Everything that happened I always knew  
Would one day come to this  
Time passed our feelings grew  
The love we had will always be missed  
 
Clutching this pillow I grip so tight  
Wishing you in my arms one more time  
Tears stream down this lonesome night  
Empty and numb I need a sign  
 
Vividly the lightning illuminates  
Shadows of the angry rain  
Consumed by my rage and hate  
I'm drowning in all this pain  
 
There's no reason to fight  
And no longer a reason to live  
Escape the thoughts that haunt my night  
What happens next please forgive  
 
Live your life without me  
Your memories of me soon faded  
This is my fatalistic destiny  
Your life now is uncomplicated