She forgave.

It’s been 8 years since I shared my heart or thoughts on here so bare with me as I enter a new era of healing, and finding myself.
With that I will share a little on my mind tonight.

She forgave you, but she had to forgive herself.
She loved, and has never loved another liked she did you.
She cried every night for a year hoping it would reach you, but it never did.
She prayed for you to rescue her, but you couldn’t be her knight.
She looked at your picture everyday for 6 years, now it’s in a box with a love that’s locked away.
She regrets not getting in her car and driving 733 miles to you.
She still at times wonders what life with you would have been like if she just took a chance.
She goes back to that moment, that night wills a change but it never comes.
She has lived life the last 9 years, has she really.
The life she has now, She’s happy but is she really.