Dear Dad

I miss you so much !
This worlds just isn't the same without you.  
There's a huge void, a giant emptiness where you used to be.... I walk around in it during the day and cry in the dark at night.  
I know death is part of life and they say your in a better place but I guess I'm just selfish cuz I want you back here!!
Its so hard, even tho I know what I need to do, because I don't want to do nothing without you here, because I need you here to talk me thru this. I need you to get on my ass and tell me stop playing around and get my shit together.  I just need to hear your voice!
  No one understands like you did... nobody !!
I feel so lost and all alone without you dad.  
Especially with my son in jail.  
I am trying to be the person they all want me to be but God help me its so hard.  
I hope your watching over us.   I hope you know how everything changed when you left because you were such an important part of my life.  My dad,  my hero,  my first true love!  
I hope its true that I'll see you again. I love you dad !! Meet me at the gate ok?.....  
Love and miss you ,
Your daughter!