Wreckage

Feelings way past the point of pain
This final escape trying to stay sane
All my baggage checked at the gate
Enter paranoia my love of hate
I hear a voice as I drift away
Distant though what did they say
Whistling through the silent air
I feel this cold numbing heartless stare
Clouds formed my darkened mind
Fragile memories I'm searching to find
Memories of us now turning black
Somehow my life went way off track
Thunderous echoes my heart tattered
My serenity your lightning shattered
Consuming every breath I ever took
Calmess entered this plane that shook
Twisting my darkness with turbulence
Somehow somewhere we lost our innocence
Fire raged this burning inside
Face to face with life I no longer hide
Consumed with relentless clouds of smoke
I awaken I gasp I slowly choke
Our future was never there for me
I was blinded too dumb I couldn't see
As I crash into this blackened night
Tears tell a story of my tragic sight
But my angel whispers so sweet so kind
This wreckage I feel all in my mind
A new beginning I now realize
Peace finally enters as I close my eyes