Stuck

Stuck

I feel so alone, it’s a scary place to be,
Stuck in darkness, light is not to be seen,
So much hurt coming from deep within,
My will to live has got very thin,
Questioning my existence and why I’m here,
Living a life full of anxiety and fear,
Distance from reality, distance from myself,
I don’t even know myself,
I look in the mirror that’s not me,
I don’t know who it is I see,
Where did she go?
How did this happen?
I once had hope, now my future is blackened,
Stuck in darkness,
Nothingness,
No hope,
Falling down a slippery slope,
Something I always seem to do,
Now I’m stuck like glue,
But my mind is still racing,
I can’t keep chasing,
Wishing it would all just stop!
Please stop!
Mood so low I wish I was dead,
Voices so loud I smash my head,
My soul has gone,
My hurt hurts, my head won,
Stuck in darkness,
Nothingness,
I’m done.