Am I Job?

Sometimes I have to ask
am I Job? I know I'm being tested
day in and day out,
but Lord tell me what's the testing really all about?
I am your child that bows down to pray at your feet.
So tell me why have you betrayed me?
I pray at the table before I eat
and before you lay me down to sleep,
and so happy to wake to the next day that isn't promised to me,
but what's it worth living if you cursed me.
Am I no better than the killers and theives that walk the streets?
Or the pediphiles and molesters that pray on the weak?
Why the same punishment for me?
Taking away my friends, my money and my family.
Sometimes I feel you hate me.
So I ask am I Job?
Do you really love me?
Or are you and the devil just beting on me?[/b][/font][/i][/i]