My sweet Addiction

my hands are shaking
my mind is noumb
the dissions ive made are reckless and doumb
looking at myself
i have nothing to lose?
ive ounce been told
"youll sucseed if you choose"
i dont give a fuck, i just want my fix
my little peice of mind
when ignorence becomes bliss
destroying myself just alittle bit more
leaving myself twitching on the floor
leaving my body behind
when it hits me
and everything is just sparks of light
i find a new journey to fill my night
my heart pounding inside my chest
looking for that feeling, the feeling i know best
not knowing what i have done
DESPRITE for money, looking for the next time ill have fun
only fu-filling my selfish needs
only for myself
not caring for my helth
stabing pricking
and the clock starts ticking
inhaling and drinking
my actions dont involve any thinking
when itches become scratching and im to noumb to know when to stop
addictions dont have any cures
being a slave to choice
a slave to ruining your self
there is no help
youll have nobody else
it just depends. if you can quite, and save yourself