CRAZY THOUGHTS

CRAZY THOUGHTS
I am sitting here with crown on the rock… the taste of it on my lips from sip after sip
My heart filled with love of you I feel it is about to pop… I am overwhelmed
I am thinking of you with my thoughts parading around in my head of how much I miss… Y.O.U
My arms itching for your warmth and my ear aching for the sound of your laughter
My heart beating louder and louder as I am reminded of a love incomparable
Sleepless nights as my dreams take me straight to you but afraid to awaken as my heart can’t take the disappointment of you not being here when I open my eyes
My love takes no disguise… as my body trembles to the sounds of a heart so loud
Sip after sip… eyes filled with tears because life is hard enough but being without you life is even harder
Blood pushing through my pores as my heart is working overtime… my body is breaking down from the bitterness that consumes me now
I wipe these tears but more seem to replace each one… each one being more overwhelming then the other one before it… I cry out for you but when I open my mouth I can’t make a sound
Padded room of the mind, alone with my thoughts… I am love sick over this woman
Only cure being the comfort of your sweet embrace…  sip after sip the chimes of the ice rattling against the glass
I watch the clock on the wall as the hands seem to have frozen at this very moment yet to my heart too much time has passed
Bless with the acknowledgement of you but curse with the pain of not having you here with me
My glass is almost empty as my mind continues to drift to a world where you appear to me like a vision within a dream
I take my final sip as the ice melts like warm thoughts in my heart… empty room, empty glass all that is left is a lonely soul and my crazy thoughts