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Diary entry - What is My Net Worth?
January 12, 2024
April of 2022 I fell in love with the Professor (John)
July of 2023 Shane
November of 2023 Joseph
January of 2024 a marriage proposal from Joseph
These are the three men I’ve truly loved in my life. I’ve given myself to many others but if I’d limited myself to love, it would have been only these three.
How curious, and sad, that none of these men are the father of my baby. Will my child inherit the traits of my abusive father? Will she continue my legacy of betrayal?
Sometimes I wonder if my ending would be a net gain for this planet and its future.
April of 2022 I fell in love with the Professor (John)
July of 2023 Shane
November of 2023 Joseph
January of 2024 a marriage proposal from Joseph
These are the three men I’ve truly loved in my life. I’ve given myself to many others but if I’d limited myself to love, it would have been only these three.
How curious, and sad, that none of these men are the father of my baby. Will my child inherit the traits of my abusive father? Will she continue my legacy of betrayal?
Sometimes I wonder if my ending would be a net gain for this planet and its future.
Published 13th Jan 2024
| Edited 26th Jan 2024
Author's Note
Dark thoughts on a winter's night. Don't worry. I feel more hopeful this morning. Edited a pic Joseph took of me showing my first ultrasound results.
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14th Jan 2024 8:31am
Let living for the life you have chosen to carry remind you in your darkest moments.
14th Jan 2024 7:11pm
Yeah. Sometimes I hate the idea that I feel I have to reach out and tell someone how to get their heads screwed on "right," bc it becomes more and more obvious I don't know how to do that myself.
So I will just say, thank you, beautiful child of all that is. Sometimes there is perfection in that which is seemingly so imperfect.
Much aloha winging your way.
So I will just say, thank you, beautiful child of all that is. Sometimes there is perfection in that which is seemingly so imperfect.
Much aloha winging your way.
26th Jan 2024 11:41am
Thank you for the kind comments. I might borrow your phrase, "beautiful child of all that is."
15th Jan 2024 4:34pm
You teach your child how to show Kindness and Respect to all the ladies. Keep on writing.
