No justice

Just a blank canvas. Void yet of paint .
Or some fool pretending he's something he ain't !
Broken glass shattered all over the ground.  
Screaming inside but not making a sound.  
A second chance to get things right ...
Another long and sleepless night.  
Wishing you could be who they want you to be, but knowing deep down you'll ALWAYS  be ME.
A blank piece of paper, a pen with no ink.
Just sitting alone, trying hard not to think .
You keep hanging on but u wanna let go ...
You just wanna get high , but instead you lay low.  
So much anger inside,  mixed with guilt n regret.  
A mind filled w memories you just want ro forget.  
How did i get here ?
Where did i go wrong? .
I proved I could do it , that I could stay strong
Where is the justice?
Will yhe truth set me free ?...
Like a blind man just waiting and hoping he'll see.
  Cannot win fir losing when the score is so high...its a loosing battle so why bother to try?
Just wanting to give up, no ambition to thrive.  
Seeking direction to keep me alive.  
Controlled by mere strangers who don't have a clue... spinning my wheels,  I don't know what to do !
Was it all done for nothing. Was it all just a waste?
All the demons I've conquered,  right up in my face ...
But it is what it is and I can't fight the law...
So down i fall baby. Cradle and all !