heart dust

HEART DUST
Cannot take it anymore
The pain of loss
never really goes away
and some days the pain
is all there is

Fair weather friends
saw the storms
and ran  for shelter

The world is dominated
by lies thousands of lies
and saviour science
will betray them all

I am alone with my regrets
so little to show
for sixty six years
My only real reward
my children
I never see

The suffering I am supposed to endure
has broken the very heart of me

Nothing changes
silence remains
and the music I play
immersed in sadness
oozes into my soul

The pain just will not let go

Among your many miracles Lord
when will I truly see mine

Stephen