I Just Don't Know Why

I just don't know why.  Sometimes I think about all the ways that I could die. I should light myself on fire thus I'd be committing suicide. However instead of forcing myself to die. I'd rather give murder a try.  To those punk ass bitches that took my uncle's life. I wanna torture both of you then laugh while you cry and, beg for your pathetic little lives. Fuck using a gun like the U.K I rather use big ass knives. To get rid of your bodies I'll have you frozen then you'll get chopped and,  diced up like chives.  If your wondering why freeze first?  Its so, there's less blood stains even though like a vampire I have a strong blood thirst.  While torturing you both.  I wanna see your eyes burst like a pussy squirting while being fucked with girth.