Physical pain

if for the rest of my life, i have to suffer from your ignorence  
ill sufer from the pain you physically  
put me through to  
do you get your fix when you make my nose bleed?  
when you hit me so hard i bite my lip and bleed on my shirts  
do you have satisfaction when you shove me into the car  
abusing me mentally, leaving me with scars  
do you like it when you lie to me?  
leaving me so you can go drink  
do you like hurting me?  
making me bleed in the sink  
having nothing left for myself  
why do you care about what i think?  
fourcing me to belive a god i dont belive in  
making me live where there is no air  
all i have is you  
becuase my mom doesnt care  
how can you expect me not to want to hurt myself  
i get so angry with myself  
living through hell  
i hate how you think you know me so well  
i wont run away agian becuase when you find me  
i dont want you to make me bleed  
i suffer enough pain, for you to hit me. and fix your feed.  
you make me suffer, if your god is real  
how are you making good deeds?  
i bet your scared of "going to hell"  
how can you not care about i feel  
ive been listening and doing well  
do you like my suffering and the pain of my mortal life  
do you like degrating me?  
taring me apart  
do you like to break my heart?