To You

Saying goodbye gave me a second chance with you and tata and tio and all whom I wish to grow with. I am truly not angry as I was previously
Yet
As sorrow may linger, I vow to cover that pit with smothering memories of love and happiness.   
 
As I merge with the child, the ever present mother, and the blind person that is me, anticipate mistakes that I will own and correct if I can.  
 
My second chance, my love, my other, necessary half; I cannot even say that you and I can split like that. For one moment I feel the gravity centers in me, then the pull of you increases defying the galaxy. I have no choice but to see what lies beyond that force, unknown to any mortal; black, chaotic, a growing, life source. You told me you would become the man that I deserved, lugo. I should have said, you were always that man,  
I  
Just didn't know
 
You deserve me
I deserve you
We won't spend the rest of our lives trying to be good enough for each other
We'll spend time
Living.