Idoitic Heart

stupid
idoitic heart
going thoughlessly
headlong
towards
oblivion

god like
spiritual bully
perfect of course
no faults
flaws that shape
diamond

own self morality
fuels all connections
taking what's needed
then discard
when regarded
a useless
flesh suit

mistakes
are for mortals
my mistake
is being a mistake
i was alive
going down the aisle

so in a god's eye
should never
have been born
even now
a self god
wants that

whatever
i've done
violence
was never me
just loving
a pedestal