what would you do

what would u do if u had no control....would u go against your morals and sell your soul....or would u stay true and just pay your dues...if your real or not depends on what u choose...

when i look at myself as an individual...everything i did was a jail bound ritual...i caused a lot of pain mostly physical...but what i did to my family was extremely clinical...i love them unconditional... but emotionally their condition is critical and its all because of me....i had a chance to be free but sellin my soul is an eternal fee that i dont wanna pay...i gotta do the time for the choices ive made...being a victim to the system is how my dues get paid...now let me make my story a little more clear....they say i gotta snitch to get the fuck outta here...what it all boils down to is helen...im to real for this shit so i aint tellin...sorry mama but your baby is a felon and snitchin aint nothin but soul sellin....

what would u do if u had no control....would u go against your morals and sell your soul....or would u stay true and just pay your dues...if your real or not depends on what u choose...

now mama dont understand she still sees her little girl....sorry mama but im a victim in the cold ass world...lookin at me i can tell she thinks im crazy....i use to hear her late at night askin god to save me....what hurts worse is i have no control...all i have now is mind body and soul...and their all sick as hell till this mystery unfolds...especially when prison is blockin my future goals...i try to be optimistic but what do u suppose....u would do in my situation....would u run your mouth or make prison your destination??????????