A Love Unbeknownst to me

 
Fortitude of anxiety, works its assiduous magic

Blinded by the preparations, threads of logic hanging in a clumsy net

Time it rushes all at once and the ideas become realised

Blood, shit, screams and pain, welcome to the world

Trauma has attacked, all victims to the truth

Nature’s lesson be - that hardship brings great things

Reeling from the shock, witnessing the implications unfold before me

Next comes something special, hidden from my prescience

A love unbeknownst to me, a fettering of my heart

The gaze is pure, the gaze is real, it obliterates all obstacles of faith

A love unbeknownst to me, coursing layers of joy

A family bond, through blood and fate, shuddering realisation

Time loses meaning, a moment of clarity absolute, the lethal force of love

You are perfect, you are the narrative now, I weep at my guilt for bringing you here, yet to greatness I know you will grow
You are perfect, I am nothing but a jolly fool, if you can learn a lesson from me do not follow my path

I never knew perfection before I witnessed you and now all things seem dull besides

Must not stop, cannot stop, must continue, love