cry

i cry for you
i cry the tears you don’t dare to let out.
i know they’re there.
i can see through your façade.

the screams get louder
you just want to give up
i feel that pain

when i’m sleeping
a nightmare
and i’ll wonder
‘why did i dream of those things?
i haven’t watched anything scary’

when i’m in public
a headache
and i’ll wonder
‘why does my head hurt so much
all of a sudden?’

when i’m alone
ia punch to my gut
and i’ll wonder
‘i was fine a moment ago.
 why this feeling all of a sudden?’

when we’re calling
i’m quiet
and i’ll wonder
‘is he really okay. Or he is just being tough.’

and when we’re together
hold you
and i’ll wonder
‘why him. He doesn’t deserve this.’