Monma

I used to think you were so mean.
We didn't get along at all.
I lived w different people and you told me many lies,  how could u have done that when I was just a child?
I was daddy's girl.
You tried hard to turn us against him ,
But it just made me love him more.
And I hated you.  
If not for dad I wouldn't be here taking care of you..  he showed me I had to find forgiveness. So I did.  
I forgave but I never forgot.  
Now your broken , lying in bed and my heart breaks for you .  
Crazy how thats changed .
I once hated you , but loved u at the same time but felt no pity for you then .
Now it breaks my heart.  
I don't know what to do to make things better for u but I want too.  
I know it must be awful but u still laugh and light up when the kids come around.
Your not able to talk ... just gibberish.  
And you always were quite the talker.
It hurts my heart and soul for you  and I wish I could fix it.  
Days pass by and you just stay in the bed.  You get up sometimes but not often.  It drives me crazy but I love u.  So I sit here w you...as time goes by.  
I love you mom.