Have you ever felt so awkward
That u don't know what to say
U don't know if u should sit there or get up and walk away...
Have u ever felt so lonely
Tho in a crowded place...
Wishing u could disappear
Somewhere w out a trace .
Do u avoid new people...
Because u don't wanna take a chance?
They could be friend or enemy or another failed romance ....
Sometimes its so much easier to do things on your own.  
but I can't stand most people yet I hate to be alone.
Can u not win for losing.  No matter what u do...
 I can totally relate to that,  i feel the same way too.
But im sure your tired of hearing me so often just complain...
Go on and on , the same routine,  it'll drive a man insane.
Im stuck back in the years ago where life seemed so much better.  
My dad was here , my son was here. I had my shit together.  
But alas the time goes by and life keeps moving on...
Til one day your sitting here and everyone is gone...
We are the author of our own book...we can write our fate ..
But u must focus on it early and not wait til its too late.
Written by Sexyseaschelle (Seaschelle_Fairy)
Author's Note
Just some late night rambling I guess. Inspired in part ( but just the first part really ) by a situation that happened to my friend. U know who u are!! Wink wink  and also how life can leave us drowning in our own despair of we let it. I think.  
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