gone

The text.
“He's gone. Bens gone”

In my hopes you feel no pain
I don't know how to quite cope
It's such a weeping shame.
Is it real or is it fake, something i'll always contemplate

The distasteful comments on the post
There’s no way to get any sides
Instead i talk to your ghost  
As the tears drip down my face, deep down i know you're in a better place

I wish life treated you better
For now my heart will shatter
I promise we'll send you letters
As your son will be protected, for I know he'll be affected.

I'll look up at every star
Write a thousand poems
Shed a millions tears
God this is so bizarre why the hell did you go so far

There's no telling when the pain will end
I'll shed a million tears
You will always be attached to my heart my dear friend.