feelings in the perpetual void of thought

 
your soul bears mine on the altar of feeling
within my heart i cry
I wanted you to know me
it hurts I'm so bare
I fillet my vulnerability for you
presenting myself open and honest
 
truth is I'm afraid
 
I don't like feeling this on display
seeking the crooked feelings I lose myself
one moment I'm me then another so deep in you
 
I can feel your pain
but you're encroaching and I'm feeling damned
I seek out sanctuary deep within
 
I'm alone here with my thoughts
I wonder how you really feel
 
will you tell me?
 
I'm a beautiful soul who needs tenderness
a blossom who needs sunshine to coax her into full bloom
don't be cruel
I'll only grow spikes
 
I will hurt you if you hurt me
and expose my honesties  
 
we need each other
you desire me
come into the scorn and know me