I Have To

I have to move on from my past.    
It's hard, but I have to start somewhere.
   
I have to take it day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute.  
 I need to be serious about leaving the bullshit behind.    
Serious about starting over.
    
It's not going to be easy, but then nobody ever said this process was going to be.  
    
But I have to start somewhere.    
 
 Hopefully I will learn how to move on from them, from the relationships that have done me more harm than good.    
Some days will be harder than others and I'm aware of that  
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But I have to start somewhere.