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Tortured
And so it is
From who I was
To restricted, forgotten
As my head explodes
And her life expands
Just the thought after
The pity and the shame
And here I am
Imploding at best
And dying at worst
But who am I
To challenge,
the nature of
This life
Why won't she, cu(n)t
Excise
Every last cell
Of me from her
Like I never will
It feels selfish
And painful, so
Hot and bubbling
Within my core
I don't know
Anything else
I don't remember
Any warmth
All that I recall
Is this-
This hateful,
Unimaginable
Descent of agony
I can't stop shaking,
I cannot become,
Because I am locked
Into a cage of past
And misery
Such hopelessness
Why isn't there
reprieve?
I don't understand
Is He punishing me?
Have I sinned?
Why won't it end?
I just want it to end.
Published 5th Sep 2023
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5th Sep 2023 2:12pm
6th Sep 2023 1:11am
You're a cornucopia of brutally honesty. The raw emotional exposure you bravely pen is felt and hopefully cathartic in nature.
Pain is a universal connector we humans can all definitely relate to...
I hear you.
Thank you for sharing with us
🌹B
Pain is a universal connector we humans can all definitely relate to...
I hear you.
Thank you for sharing with us
🌹B
